This is not me

What happened?
Why didn´t I listen to myself
I thought I´d know how to handle it
But I didn´t

So confused
Where I stand
Do I stand alone
With each individual

This is not me
I used to be strong
Now I feel weak
This is not me
I never said it was
I didn´t like it because I lost my way
This is not me
You know that it´s true
And I´d be lying to you just to convince myself
This is not me

What happened?
Why didn´t I speak up at the time
I thought I´d know what was going on
But I didn´t
So confused where I stand
Do I stand alone
With each individual
This is not me
I used to be strong
Now I feel weak
This is not me
I never said that it was
I didn´t like it because I had lost my way

This is not me
You know that it´s true
And I´d be lying to you just to convince myself
This is not me

So confused where I stand
Do I stand alone
Someone tell me
Cause this is not me
If I said that it was, I didn´t like it because I had lost my way
This is not me, you know that it´s true
I´d be lying to you just to convince myself
This is not me