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Anziety (feat. Lucy Rose) Testo
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[Lucy Rose:]
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Everything is fine, everything is so fine
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Everything is fine, everything is so fine
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'Cause I'm good, so good
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'Cause I'm good, so good, so good
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I wish you would, I wish you would
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I wish you would, I wish you would
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I wish you would, this is my life
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This is my all, this is my all
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And now I'm happy, right now I'm happy, but sometimes
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I'ma get up in your mind right now
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I'ma get up in your, I'ma get it
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Gon' get up, gon' get up
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Gon' get up, get up, get up, get up
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I'ma get up in your mind right now
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Make you feel like dying right now
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I'ma make you pray to God
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To the good old Lord for a sign right now
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To the good old Lord
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I'ma get up in your mind right now
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Make you feel like dying right now
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I'ma make you pray to God
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To the good old Lord for a sign right now
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To the good old Lord
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I'ma make it some day some how what you telling yourself
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But you ain't focused on what's important: mentality, health Everybody in the world only want one thing, what's that?
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Infinite power and a pocket full of wealth
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Its like ohhh I'ma bring it back to the basics
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Nobody can erase it
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People in the street going ape shit
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Battling depression but nobody wanna say shit
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I'ma bring it back to the basics
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I'ma bring it back to the basics
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I remember some how some way I remember some how some way
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I'ma get up, get on
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That's what I been on
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Fuckin' with your mind, tryna turn shit on
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But they want to paint me as a villain
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Even though I'm here to open their mind
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Through the rhyme of life
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I gotta open their mind and design the right time
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To make a decision and get in 'em like an incision
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'Cause I'ma hit 'em and give 'em livin'
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They wonder what I'm giving, I'ma never give in
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I gotta let everybody know
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I'm in their mind right now
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I'ma get up in your mind right now
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Make you feel like dying right now
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I'ma make you pray to God
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To the good old Lord for a sign right now
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To the good old Lord
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I'ma get up in your mind right now
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Make you feel like dying right now
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I'ma make you pray to God
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To the good old Lord for a sign right now
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To the good old Lord
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I'ma bring it back to the basics
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Nobody can erase it
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People in the street going ape shit
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Battling depression but nobody wanna say shit
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Why nobody wanna say:
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I been living with this everyday
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Why nobody wanna say:
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Everything will be ok
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I'ma bring it back to the basics
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Everything will be okay
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I remember some how some way I remember some how some way
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I remember some how some way I remember some how some way
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It was December of 2015 in sunny Los Angeles California in the heart of Hollywood
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I stood next to my wife in a line surrounded by hundreds of other people on our way to watch Star Wars
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When suddenly I was engulfed with fear and panic
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As my body began to fade
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In this moment my mind was full of clarity
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But my body insisted it was in danger
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I looked around and I told myself I was safe, I was fine
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But I was convinced that something was wrong
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Before I knew it I felt as though I was going to
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Fall and fade away
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My body grew weak
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And soon enough I found myself in a hospital bed being told what I went thru was anxiety
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I refused to believe this story
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I searched and searched for the cause of what had happened to me
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I began to feel detached from reality
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I felt as though I was seeing the world through a glass
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I got blood work done
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Analysis of my mind and body to no avail
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The doctor said it was anxiety
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But how could it be anxiety?
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How could anxiety make me physically feel off balance?
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How could anxiety make me feel as though I was fading from this world and on the brink of death?
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Derealization
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The sense of being out of one's body
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I'm not here
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I'm not me
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I'm not real
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Nothing is
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Nothing but this feeling of panic
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Nobody understands
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Nobody knows the sufferings
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This physical feeling
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It can't be anxiety
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It can't
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Or can it?
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Can it in fact be the mind controlling the body?
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Yeah, of course
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I'm so in control of my mind and my body
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But I'm subconsciously forcing myself into a state
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Of self bondage entangled by the ropes of my own mind
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I am unhappy
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Not with life
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But with this feeling
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I am scared, I am human, I am a man
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But I look in the mirror and I see a child
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I am an adult who recognize grown ups don't really know shit
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And they never did
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And it scares me
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Cause now I'm just a grown up who doesn't know shit
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But one thing is I do know this feeling, this horrible feeling is going to kill me
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No, no this feeling
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This anxiety is nothing
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I have anxiety
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Just like you, the person I wrote this for
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And together we will overcome this feeling
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We will remember despite the attacks and constant filling of our mind and body being on the edge
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That we are alive
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And any moments we have free of this feeling we will not take for granted
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We will rejoice in this gift that is life
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We will rejoice in this day that we have been given
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We will accept our anxiety and strive for the betterment of ourselves
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Starting with mental health
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We will accept ourselves as we are and we will be happy with the person we see in the mirror We will accept ourselves
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| And live with anxiety |